I know it looks like I’ve been avoiding you lately, and that’s not a nice thing to admit in the interest of keeping a relationship, but I’ve gotten so fed up with everything that really couldn’t even begin to talk about it and make any sense. So I won’t.
I think I don’t even care what it’s about, I’m just sick of pretending things. I only ever look forward to being alone, because I don’t have to pretend around myself, d’you know? No? That’s ok, I’m not going to pretend to care.
Because I’m sick. of. pretending.
I’m sick of pretending that it doesn’t bother me when you say that.
I’m sick of pretending that I don’t see where you’d like to go with this.
I’m sick of pretending that you’re not dodging me when I don’t suit your purposes.
I’m sick of pretending that I enjoy spending time with you because I don’t seem to have better options.
I’m sick of pretending that I’ve nothing to complain about, just because you think I have no right to complain.
I’m sick of pretending that I know you’re right, as sick as I am of doing what you think is right.
I’m sick of pretending there’s a point to this.
I’m sick of pretending that I don’t want to bash your head in with a blunt object every time you come near me and/or speak.
I’m sick of pretending I’m not wasting away while I keep trying to walk on eggshells to keep all of you twits thinking well of me.
I am absolutely sick and tired of some of you and come to think of it, I’m not sure that I can stand myself all that much either; so there is our big mystery.
Now, maybe it’s not you and it’s me. Or maybe it’s you and it’s not me. Or maybe it’s just the fact that nobody can be honest at all in this stupid retarded piece of shit world. I don’t know, I don’t care. I’m just sick of it.
Because fuck you, that’s why.
Sincerely,
X.
P.S. Don’t be stupid. Don’t be scared, don’t be sorry for me, and don’t be offended. After all, you don’t know if I’m talking about you or not. Take it as it is; I just required some time off and possibly still do to some extent.
Let’s all just pretend that nothing was ever said.
Yesterday saw the launch of the trailer for the highly anticipated “Tudor Come Home – The Movie.”
A momentous occasion, both for fans of the “Tudor Daca Ne Auzi (Tudor If You Can Hear Us)” Saga, as well as for new-comers to the beloved franchise, the trailer presents the background for the greatest search in all of post-modern quack-history, the search for Tudor.
Featuring countless participants from Britain and Romania, the film will go beyond the initial scope of proving friendship, effectively setting the stage for the most significant demonstration of solidarity since the Romanian Miners’ Upheavals of the 90s.
Surely, such an epic cause deserves an equally (if not more) epic trailer, and Tudor Come Home – The Movie trailer delivers. Whether you’re a participant, a fan, or even a stranger to the cause, this piece of work will move you and make you wonder.
But even this feat of amateur cinematography started out as a simple idea.
Taking you from “a few seconds of black screen announcing the future launch of the movie”, to the epic action-adventure that just might overshadow the feature film, here is…
The Making Of: “Tudor Come Home” – The Trailer
Day One
Inception
alin (3:47:59 PM*): auzi stai putin
alin (3:48:01 PM): inainte sa te apuci
alin (3:48:05 PM): vreau sa fac un scurt trailer
alin (3:48:14 PM): si vreau gen sa fie ecranu negru
alin (3:48:17 PM): sa zic nush ceva acolo
alin (3:48:24 PM): apoi sa vina o succesiune de poze cu tudor
alin (3:48:27 PM): si dupa sa zic
alin (3:48:39 PM): coming on facebook and youtube november 7
And so it began… an innocent idea, to help promote the aforementioned indie blockbuster-to-be.
However, Alin did not yet realise the extent of the repercussions that would soon stem from sharing his idea with a female; namely me.
Soundtrack
alin (3:48:47 PM*): si am nevoie de o melodie pt trailer
alin (3:48:55 PM): momentan ma gandeam la yellow de la coldplay
[...]
alin (3:49:47 PM): sau bittersweet symphony
[...]
xandra (3:50:32 PM): hmmm
xandra (3:50:57 PM): io ma gandisem la ceva mai exciting pt trailer:))
xandra (3:51:06 PM): cu o melodie d-aia clasica asa pe viori high-pitch
xandra (3:51:11 PM): chase style
xandra (3:51:23 PM): si flashing pics din negru si fading
[...]
xandra (3:52:26 PM): yellow merge mai bine la credits asa
xandra (3:52:27 PM):
alin (3:52:39 PM): i see
[...]
xandra (3:53:02 PM): da nu stiu in ce film era melodia aia care o am in cap
xandra (3:53:05 PM): ca am una
xandra (3:53:10 PM): but i don’t know where itz from
It was the perfect soundtrack for the story, and by Elvis, I was going to find it! So I started more or less random searches on YouTube, until finally, about half an hour into it, I managed to unearth the song that was (and still is) haunting my brain (damn the obsessive nature of the thing).
After finding the right music, the ideas started pouring in and things began getting complicated.
Revelation
alin (5:49:06 PM*): ba, e naspa
alin (5:49:07 PM): o sa dureze
alin (5:49:08 PM):
alin (5:49:11 PM): si e doar traileru
alin (5:49:16 PM): nush cum naiba fac si celalalt pana maine
Inspiration
Checking out a few well-known action movie trailers, including The Bourne Identity trailer, we spawned a a bunch of new ideas, most notably that you can’t have an action trailer without a cheesy story supporting it, and you can’t have a cheesy story without bombastic visual elements.
In light of these discoveries, we set about composing a short, simple story describing the background and scope of the movie, and ended up penning down a riveting tale of friendship, mystery and all-out madness, riding on the aural blasts of the soundtrack.
The first day of work ended at 2:45:21 AM*, almost eleven hours after Inception.
Eleven hours of sharing ideas, story development, searching for the perfect imagery to showcase the cause, striving to set it perfectly to the tempo of the song, trial and error, and photoshopping later, we were only one minute into the finished product. I dare say we made amateurism professional.
Day Two
Concentration
alin (11:59:28 AM): proiectu asta
alin (11:59:34 AM): m-a facut sa ard toate pastele de dim
alin (11:59:41 AM): si sa fac un mega fum in bucatarie
[...]
alin (12:00:38 PM): acu mananc pateu pe paine
xandra (12:00:52 PM): >:D< it's ok, it'll be over soon
xandra (12:00:56 PM): …or will it? :-s
Grind
Our second day of work saw more complications arising, as we moved into a completely different kind of musical atmosphere for the latter part of the song.
Being forced to adapt our approach to the action flow, we went back and forth through ideas for a while, in order to uncover appropriate ways of mirroring musical tension in the visual part of the trailer.
The story became more detailed, the visuals more alert, and the execution even more complicated, as we ploughed through arising issues. Some ideas fell through, while others became integral parts of our most ambitious project to date.
It was 9:04:21 PM* when we finally agreed it was done. After nine hours of brain-racking on our second day of work, the trailer was ready to hit the big time, and be appreciated by new and old fans alike, and judging from the reviews it lives up to the hype; we’re certainly proud of it.
sorec (11/8/2010 2:36:06 PM*): frateeee
sorec (11/8/2010 2:36:14 PM*): e cea mai tare chestie pe care am vazut-o ever
sorec (11/8/2010 2:36:22 PM): rad singur ca prostu
sorec (11/8/2010 2:36:29 PM): doamne cat de EEEEPIIIC e
pookie (08.11.2010 00:40:37**): ia sa vaz
pookie (08.11.2010 00:45:20): GAWD
pookie (08.11.2010 00:45:28): beyond lol
xandra (08.11.2010 00:47:49): u like?
pookie (08.11.2010 00:48:53): very
pookie (08.11.2010 00:49:02): the song killz it
pookie (08.11.2010 00:49:08): k in requiem for a dream
pookie (08.11.2010 00:50:14): deci luvz it! gj opposite!
pookie (08.11.2010 00:50:16): loled maxim
**EET (GMT+2)
We hope you enjoyed the ride and don’t forget about the cause! If you’d like to participate in the video project and help find Tudor, please give us a shout, you never know where he might be lurking.
*All times are GMT, unless otherwise noted. Not that it matters.
